A writing venture was soon to begin, as I pulled into a vacation lodge in Alabama. I was both intrigued and overwhelmed by all that awaited me. As I proceeded with the production, my mind became captivated with the mere thought of finishing strong while the energy to continue was fading. Time was running out and so was my joy. However, as I continued to work hard on the job at hand, God was working intensely on the heart within.
Watch over your heart with all diligence, For from it flow the springs of life. Proverbs 4:23 NASB
After days of writing, I knew I needed to remove myself from the room and take a ride in my car. Yet what I thought would be a time to clear my mind, God knew would be an opportunity to calm my heart.
I was completely engrossed by a sermon on the radio as I pulled up beside a boat dock that over- looked a beautiful river. Tears began to stream down my face, as I sat there alone, listening and praying. God knew that submerged deep within me were issues that needed resolving regarding my life. As I poured my heart out to Him, I was deeply touched by the mere fact that His eyes saw me. I was in the middle of nowhere, tears pouring, yet my Lord took notice, just as he did for Sarai in the Old Testament.
Sarai, unable to conceive a child, wanted desperately to have a family. While taking matters into her own hands, she resolved to give her Egyptian maid, Hagar, to her husband, Abram in hopes of obtaining children. Yet immediately after Hagar conceived, a great friction took place between the two women, and Hagar ran away.
While traveling through the desert, Hagar found herself sitting down by a well, broken, rejected, and afraid. No sooner had she arrived than an angel of the Lord met her there. As He began to encourage her heart, she was engulfed with joy by the mere fact that God took notice of where she was and of what she was going through. She later sighed, “You are a God who sees.”
Then she called the name of the LORD who spoke to her, “You are a God who sees.” Genesis 16:13 NASB
Just like Hagar, I too was overtaken by the goodness and mercy of God. And even though my journey was producing discouragement, earnestly imploring me to quit, God met me where I was.
Discouragement and hopelessness will always beg for entrance to your life. Yet when you allow God to flip on His light switch to your heart, you will be amazed at what transpires. As He takes center stage of your spirit. Hopelessness will quickly bow out.
There is nothing which you and I will ever face that God will not notice. God met Hagar sitting by a well. He met me sitting by a river. And He will meet you wherever you are today.
About the Writer:
Shea is the mother of two and nana of four and enjoys both roles tremendously. She also loves the opportunity to serve through ministry and share through speaking and blogging. A member of First Baptist Church, Dallas, Shea serves with the church’s First Impressions ministry and teaches the Strong & Courageous Sunday School class for single moms. She also speaks to women’s groups, assists with biblical counseling when opportunities arise and is constantly working to develop women’s Bible studies. Shea received her bachelor’s degree in Christian Ministry from Blue Mountain College in Blue Mountain, Mississippi; her master’s degree in Biblical Counseling from Southwestern Baptist Theological Seminary in Fort Worth, Texas; and will begin her doctoral work at Southwestern in family ministries in the fall.